the resistance to remembering one’s day –one is too tired to remember one’s day — or is that tiredness a built up resistance to remembering — is that tiredness the built up failure to have ever perceived or experienced that day to begin with–? a built up resistance to experiencing? the residue of un-experienced time? Because you blenched in the face of, and were afraid to, experience, you now feel too tired and you don’t quite recall (It’s annoying, it’s unnecessary, what happened at school, nothing happened at school) You don’t remember because you regret in short. (To be asked, would we have remembered everything if we hadn’t regretted most of it?)
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If (1) the “modern period” could be said to extend from the beginning of the agricultural revolution (10, 15 thousand years ago?) to now ; and if (2) we may say that this same period has been notable for its lack of change (not for its lack of progress merely but even of change), that really nothing at all of the slightest note has occurred during this time relative to the periods that precede and will follow it; then (a) what must “change” really be, and (b) what sort of change might we eventually expect? [Issues surrounding a history which is not mere science yet doesn’t include human history in it.]
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