CPU: I ought to remain extant while my confusion perishes

May 16, 2024

I’m fairly pleased with myself for having identified the saxophonist on the radio as Jackie Mclean or a Jackie Mclean inspired artist, when it is actually Booker Ervin or a Booker Ervin inspired artist, I am soon to learn; and, not yet realizing my mistake, I ask myself how could I, who “had so much of what I called knowledge — though it wasn’t much — and wasn’t perhaps, what another would call knowledge — or what another who actually knew things would call knowledge — perish? How can a knowledgeable person die (which was not to say an ignorant person should die)?” And I by wondering this am really perhaps no so much self-impressed as I am impressed by knowledge and by how great, and great-feeling, a thing it is to know or think one knows.

I’m soon to learn I’ve totally mixed up these horn players, I have actually confused them with each other for years now; on realizing which, I then think — “yes my error and confusion can perish, and ought to perish. I ought not necessarily perish along with my confusion; in fact, I ought to remain extant, while my confusion perishes, or that would be desirable from my point of view. And it is in fact a good thing that what I call my knowledge, which is actually confusion, may perish without me, which is what learning is…. Is that what death is? Not the death of knowledge but the death of confusion? If I would be a totally unconfused person might I find immortal life? Might I simply die? Might I find I was not I, when I died, which is what I am when I’m unconfused?”

I know, or think I know, that knowledge, deep or shallow, is a projection of a biological organism, or else somehow encoded on it. And we know what happens to what we call “biological things” — they die and along with them, one supposes, everything that is “encoded” on them, their knowledge. But is it really possible the somewhat ornate things encoded in my mind can die? Is it possible I might become so encoded as to be immortal? Perhaps this is the idea behind people with elaborate tattoos: they imagine the flesh can become so encoded as to ward off death and corruption. Nothing that elaborate can perish, might be their idea. Of course, what I seem to be describing here (though I’m not actually sure I’m clear on it) is what is often called the Vanity of Knowledge. Yes, even elaborately knowledgeable people with well-tattooed brains must face disease and injury and poverty and humiliation and death. Yes, they must. We’ve seen it happen. Knowing can’t save you, or save us, from “the way of all flesh.”

So to recap — first: you don’t know what you think know; and second, what you indeed do know won’t save you (where “being saved” and “understanding” are the same) — unless, perhaps, ‘I am not I’ is a thing that can be known and be made sense of.

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Hierarchy of strengths established by the duels

May 10, 2024

Interesting how Menelaos’ presence in the duels in both books 3 and 7 has the effect of creating a hierarchy of strength and bravery:

Book 3’s duel tells us: Menelaos is stronger than Paris, and Paris is fearful of Menelaos (and only fights him owing to pressure from Hector).

Book 7’s duel tells us: Menelaos is weaker than Hector but not afraid of him (and is only restrained from fighting him by Agamemnon), while Hector is stronger than Menelaos, but somewhat weaker than Aias, and a little afraid of him.

I guess we knew these things anyway, but not so clearly defined, and it’s an interesting authorial choice to have Menelaos be the one who first challenges Hector.

Perhaps the real point is to draw a contrast between Menelaos, the lawful husband, and Paris, the seducer and usurper: the former is unafraid to fight, as a matter of honor, even a person better than him, who would surely defeat him; while the latter can’t even face the man he wronged.

CPU: what is the literary evidence for the belief in human progress?

May 6, 2024

idea. It’s the bad writing of the best writers that most discloses their biographical selves.

(The basis for Writers’ fiction is frequently their personal experience, but when they write poorly, they have failed to make it transcendent, they have simply, unwittingly reported on themselves.)

Looked up Ascapart and Bevis of Hampton (Brittish mythology), looked up Charles Aznavour (French language singer) and Siphonodendron (ancient plant life) and corner radii (principle of urban planning). Phrase cucullus non facit monachum had come up. Proverbial. I had thought it was quoted in Measure for Measure but it actually comes up in Twelfth Night. The clothes don’t make the man, you may say. Did I have an idea that was new to me today? (no) Looked up ‘dike’ and ‘solus rex.’

Idea that “nature vs. nurture” is a false opposition because “nature” is just “nurture” over time. If you expose a population to positive or negative conditions for generations that will produce positive or negative attributes in those populations for generations, would be my guess. Can the nurturing or neglect of an individual overwhelm the generational advantages or disadvantages of their population? Can an individual break out of the influence of its generation?

Alcohol enhances ability to write (yes, complex) watching a movie diminishes capacity to write (yes) strenuous exercise diminishes capacity to write (yes) walking enhances or increases capacity to write (yes, complex) socializing decreases capacity to write (insufficient data… yes) writing personally enhances capacity to write impersonally (yes) reading will tend to result in writing (yes)

Q: tendency to exaggerate our own experiences and times above those of others notwithstanding, what if the 20th century really does represent some sort of agricultural revolution type order of change?

Becoming of another ethnicity and family: passage of genetic material through the ears. Man’s talk somehow overcoming not just biological probability but my own personal and family history, so that my genetic coding has been changed by mere listening.

Looked up Kathiawar, peninsula in North West India, coastal town, Ghandi birthplace. Ghandi biography recalled, Charles Ives biography recalled, perform internet search for “Fellini biography” and suddenly the cat leaps up behind me, a scrambling of paws and claws against the faux leather of the couch back. Charges up from behind me and growls terribly with hunger, a really quite demanding and hideous growl. Not the medicinal food this time, is probably the meaning of her hideous growl — serious hunger.

Maxim: people often attribute others’ failures to their weaknesses, but more often these exist on parallel tracks.

What is the literary evidence for the idea of human progress? If you were to restrict your inquiry to Western literature, from say Homer to Joyce, what would be the evidence that humankind had (positively, negatively, laterally) changed during that time?

(Question occurs to me because I was thinking of the idea of “not living a real life” as being a question of more recent literature, not to be found in ancient or even renaissance sources.)

Somewhat related, in Homer’s eyes, how strange would Crime and Punishment have been? Would he have scoffed and said it was nonsense, would he have said it was a great advance on his own art? Would he have said it was “ahead of its time”?

Split second decision required. The clothes I just threw onto the toilet tank are about to slip off. I will need either to (a) rush now to ensure that they don’t drop (b) or not rush and stoop to pick them up later. (I rush to ensure they don’t drop.)

Idea. The artwork is the avatar of the artist; he wants it to stand for him. But the artwork itself contains an avatar, which gives us a glimpse of the real artist, apart from his work — how Joyce really looks in life — Daedalus. The artist holds up his work – this is me – while the work holds up his avatar — this is him. And writings in which the author and avatar are the same — a la Montaigne– are personal letters, essays, memoirs.

Iliad, books 3-7: A “trans-chapter” unit?

May 4, 2024

The day-long battle that begins in book 3 and concludes with book 7 begins and ends also with instances of individual combat: in book 3 it is Paris vs. Menelaos, in book 7 it is Hector vs. Aias, both of which resolve inconclusively. What are we to make of this parallelism?

As a first guess I would put forward that the story told in these books is of how Hector has to take the place of Paris — how Paris’ fault has become Hector’s responsibility.

However, there’s a lot to unpack in contrasting these two duels — in terms of the causes, results, the stakes, the combatants, etc. — and I would just note for now the two most obvious things:

First, that this parallelism exists in the first place and is the sort of thing that establishes the Iliad as an artwork, rather than merely a story.

Second, that it establishes as a sort of “trans-chapter” unit the occurrences of books 3 to 7. I hope to look at the structure and story of that unit a little more closely later on.

Praying to Athena in Iliad’s Book 6

May 3, 2024

 Is it not curious that throughout book 5 we’ve seen Athena helping Diomedes defeat the Trojans but in book 6 the Trojans have the idea of praying to Athena to help them defeat Diomedes?

My guess is, Homer wants us to witness the Trojans doing something we know to be utterly futile, which stands for the hopelessness of their situation in general.

It’s funny: we hear the rather lengthy account of the ceremony Hector’s mother is to perform three times, once from Helenus, once from Hector, and once from narration of the actual ceremony, yet Athena’s response to it is given in a single line (311): “She spoke in prayer but Athena turned her head from her.”

May 3, 2024

 This is a wild story. I have to imagine something like infant dementia is responsible.

Horses in Iliad’s Book 5

May 3, 2024

On reflection, it seems that quite a lot of the action in the Iliad’s book 5 involves chariots and horses. A list:

— The story of Pandoras not bringing his horses to Troy. His discussion with Aeneas about who’s driving the chariot.
— Diomedes discussing the origin of Aeneas’ horses and forging a plot to abduct them — the horses of Laomedon.
— The wounded Aphrodite asking Ares for his horses and she and Iris ascending with them to Olympus. (352-369)
— The horses of Laomedon coming up again in the conflict between Tlepolemos and Sarpedon, for the sake of which, we’re told, Heracles had long ago sacked Troy.
— Athena and Hera ride down in a chariot from Olympus and hide their horses in a mist, echoing Aphrodite and Iris’ ride up. (Ares’ horses seem also to have also been in a mist, 356.)
— Athena essentially pushes Diomedes’ chariot driver out of the chariot and becomes Diomedes’ driver herself.
— Ares, on being wounded, does not, incidentally, return to Olympus on horses but on his “swift feet.” (885)

Horses and Pandoras

May 3, 2024

Iliad 5.179-327: the odd story of how Pandoaras came to Troy without his horses, apparently thinking they would suffer hardship there, and how the theme of horses under-girds the whole encounter between Pandoras-Aeneas and Diomedes.  In broad outline:

I. Pandoras, the archer, laments having left his horses in his homeland, which has indirectly resulted in him wounding and angering, but failing to kill, both Diomedes and Agamemnon. 

II. Aeneas and Pandoras deliberate whether Aneneas will drive the chariot into battle and Pandoras attack Diomedes or if Pandoras will drive and Aeneas attack. Aeneas commends his horse’s abilities on their native plains; Pandoras says horses should stick with a familiar driver.

III. Diomedes, meanwhile, not only declines his own companion’s suggestion that they flee on their chariot but says he will meet Aeneas and Pandoras on foot and hatches a plan for capturing Aeneas’ special horses, which he describes. (It is curious that Aeneas himself has not told us of their special provenance.)

IV. Diomedes kills Pandoras with a cast spear and disables Aeneas with a large stone. His companion makes off with their horses’ as they’d planned, and they’re taken back to the ships.

No conclusions about it, more thinking it through. One thing I’m wondering about is why Pandoras, leaving his horses behind, means he has to to be an archer. I suspect the answer there is that hand-to-hand combatants needed chariots to move into and out of combat situations quickly.

I would also say there is an idea here that Pandoras was an animal lover.

CPU: another chunk

December 27, 2023

What do we know of the experience of being ignorant, of how it feels? We know of the experience of being ignorant that it resembles closely the feeling of thinking one knows, the feeling, indeed, of feeling one is omniscient. (Perhaps even the numbness of total unknowing, idiocy, is a sort of presumption of total knowledge… Could this be why plants have not further evolved — because they are a variety of tedious know-it-alls?)

Does the feeling of (actually) knowing differ in any way (in many ways?) from the feeling of incorrectly thinking one knows? In the way we just said, yes: ignorance is a far more sweeping feeling of knowing, of knowing all, than is actual knowing. The person who thinks he knows more than he does also thinks that knowing is more than it is. (Perhaps: real knowing isn’t a “feeling” at all, while thinking one knows is.) (And yet knowing, whether correct or incorrect, can often be accompanied by a feeling of victoriousness. I got it right!)

Additionally, although those who know tend to be guarded and cautious about stating as known things they strongly suspect, or even things which are objectively known, there is one class of thing which, through experience, they have come to know with confidence and certainty: and that is the misconceptions of those who only think they know. (That is, experts know very well the errors of amateurs and students of their field.) These — the misconceptions — the knowers may know even better than the thing they hope to know about, we suggest.

We know you don’t have any special knowledge of the answer, we may even suspect the opposite, but why do *you* think Joyce used different writing styles in Ulysses (unlike what he did in Dubliners, for example)? Was it necessary? Was it dilettantish? Was it meaningful?

It was necessary. I would guess he tried something in an ‘orthodox’ style and it didn’t work or interest him, so he tried it in a different style and found it did. (Because something works, I’m inclined to say, it must mean something or implies a meaning. But having said that, I’m not so sure.)

Is your saying yes to absurd requests a statement of the inner Situationist in you? Saying yes to an absurd request is all you can do to fight the logic of what they call “techno-capitalism,” creating within it what you will call a “dangerous air pocket of absurdity.”

Is your saying yes to absurd requests a show of revolt against the fact you can’t say no when you’d like to? Since you can’t say no to this one thing that doesn’t make much sense to you, you’re going to say yes to this other thing which makes even less sense to you, and thus neutralize entirely the value of your assent.

Is it done as a kind of self-skepticism: for the request that you find absurd is liable actually to be quite reasonable and advantageous? (You are absurd; the request is not actually absurd.)

Is it done to give the appearance of strength, where one is not strong, (for one only has strength to perform requests one finds reasonable) or out of one’s training to be agreeable? Or is it done in an attempt to throw into the face of the asker of the absurd request (who must expect consciously or unconsciously a refusal of the request they must surely guess is completely absurd) the absurdity of their request? Or just good manners? (All of these things will seem a part of it.)

Search topic: “how did capitalist versus communist societies compare with respect to environmental damage?” It was counter-intuitive that people living in want would cause more environmental damage than a society of such consumerism and waste and excess as our own (despite having read previously of some of the careless environmental practices of the Soviets, like dumping spent nuclear reactor rods into the open sea) but the top twenty search returns all seemed to point in that direction (though of course the search engine is a capitalist creation.) Reason given is that western economies were more efficient. Also, consider Chernobyl.

idiote, veule, vendue: “idiotic, spineless, sold.”

Looked up The Iron Gates (geological formation of river Danube), looked up analemma (type of photograph showing how, from a fixed spot, the sun’s position in the sky will change over the course of a year.) Looked up Philopoemen (“Pausanias wrote that after Philopoemen’s death, ‘Greece ceased to bear good men’.”)  Window I close: John Keats’ To Sleep; window I close: instructional video concerning free weights. A “kind of interesting” remark of my own comparing line from Timon of Athens with line from The Octopus is also closed — so that I now have one open blank tab.

Before setting Age of Innocence down for the night, I flipped through the Norton edition’s critical supplements in the back and came across a letter from Wharton to Sinclair Lewis. . . . and awoke thinking was I doing ‘the work’ or was I doing that which distracted from, or impeded, the work? (Now nearing fifty I would have to say, based on my experience — that I was not doing ‘the work‘ but was not impeding anyone I knew of from doing it either.)

Also that night I’d read the Floundering Four section of Gravity’s Rainbow. Having been made to laugh out loud by it, quite uncommon for me, I was also reminded of the ethos that guided my youthful appreciation of music — The Replacements were a sort of Floundering Four — and perhaps here too was something about our group that I didn’t get enough at the time. (Oh I floundered but unintentionally and it pained me.)

If there is to be a true resistance to the alliance of military, governmental and corporate interests, this Counterforce must itself be unruly and floundering. You can’t fight order with order but must fight it with a irrational creativeness. Against General Patton you send Director Fellini. (Counterpoint: you need to make sense in a functional Democracy. You need to provide the electorate with a reasonable alternative to the pomp and clamor of an insane political party like one of the ones we have.)

Looked up Pearl, Yangtze, Yellow rivers…. Locally, they are swapping out the names of southern civil war generals for civil rights leaders in schools. I think the way to look at this is as rebranding (heh we’re not a backward civil-war-lovin place, we’re a forward looking diversity lovin place!) but I find myself more in favor of anti-branding, signs that do not signify or signify the unexpected or non-obvious. Perhaps there should be an official Namer in the county, who is a real professional like a doctor, and whose job is to supply names that don’t signify. (Perhaps very dry comedians could be given this role.)

Looked up Merovingians. Childeric, Childebert, Clothar, Fredegunda, Brunilda, Clovis, The History of The Franks. Turns out the French “Louis” came from “Clovis,” name for royalty among the French for some 1500 years. Looked up Carpathian Mountains — that little corner of the Ukraine it cuts off. Looked up Zagrus Mountains (Iran, Iraq, Turkey) looked up Scandanavian Mountains (formed northern border of Norway and Sweden — believe these to be part of the same Ancient mountain chain comprised also of the Caledonian and Appalachian chains)…

Customer having brought up Horace the other day, I searched for but could not find that ode of his which I liked so well and is so famous, having misremembered the title — Bandusian Fountain. The most memorable part of it, he speaks of intending to sacrifice a goat to the fountain: at the very moment the goat is to enter adulthood and into its own, he says, its blood is to stain the fountain’s crystal water. There is something so terrifyingly cruel and awful about this image, which Horace doesn’t shrink from, that gives the poem great power.

INTERNAL PLATONIC MONOLOGUE

Can you read and not understand what you’re reading at the same time? (No, surely not.) You would say, then, if you’re looking at a page, but not understanding what is said on that page, that you’re not reading? (Yes.) Well but what about this: suppose you were reading something in a language you didn’t know; or something in a language that you did know but which was highly technical, such as involved the design of rocket engines; or something that was in a language that you knew, and which was not necessarily highly technical, but was especially prickly logically, demanding you keep in mind many things at once, as in a Supreme Court case; I suppose you would agree that in these instances you could actually read the words while not understanding what exactly the words meant? (Yes.) So you would be reading without understanding what you’re reading? (Quite so.) So there seem to be two types of reading, one which recognizes what the words are and another which grasps what the words mean. And when you said before that you disagreed that reading without understanding was reading, you meant that reading to really be reading requires both kinds of understanding. Do you agree with that? (Yes.)

Lack of spiritual advancement: inner and outer impermeable to each other. Lack of spiritual advancement: compulsively checking your blog’s stats, which never register change. Nature takes you to a point then drops you: phrase of John Updike’s. Why did men stupefy themselves: question of Leo Tolstoy’s. (They had bad consciences. They did things they knew to be wrong, was why they stupefied themselves, according to Tolstoy.) Prince Andrew’s insight that the pursuit of glory is a kind of living for others. Listening to Shannon’s record tonight while I cook, I read in The Post: “A physical phenomenon known as the Clausius-Clapeyron equation shows that for every 1 degree Celsius (1.8 degrees Fahrenheit) of warming, the atmosphere can hold 7 percent more moisture.”

The tendency to think of ourselves as the moderns and the ancients as “the start of things” when in fact the reverse is true. (You could perhaps support the idea that We are “the start of things” — as we are the start of a certain understanding of things — but how do you support the idea that the ancients are “moderns”?) The ancients were basically like us, moderns, Plato could practically be writing for the New Yorker; while we’re just beginning to realize we are not us anymore. Probably not since WW1 have we been quite us. (Idea that the more technology strives to connect us, the more art must strive to disconnect — reactionary anti-AI anti-spellcheck idea of art). Person to whom I recommended Alyosha The Pot really liked Alyosha The Pot…… Oneself as an issuer, not experiencer, of coincidences…. My conservatism: people excited because “this is unprecedented” don’t know history — it’s precedented. My political liberalism: it’s likely that we’re at an agricultural revolution type cataract in history, which will require drastic change.

Q: Would you propose there are two ethics that everyone unconsciously tries to adhere to: one of those pretty well summed up by the ten commandments, or some combination of them and Plato, which you could call The Ethic of The Individual or Mind; and the other pretty well exemplified by the practice of not driving wrecklessly and not littering, and reducing your carbon footprint, and maintaining a healthy lifestyle, and voting in government elections, which you could call The Ethic of The Collective or the Body (The Body seeming a kind of collective or multiplicity and The Mind seeming a kind of individual or unity)A: No.

Some people don’t know the Roman numeral for 5 and some people are Edmund Wilson — which, to think of all the reading that has gone into writing this one book, is truly mindboggling to me, yet a matter of course for people who are really concerned with intellectual work. And you are somewhere in between the two and really much closer to the guy who doesn’t know his roman numerals — a comedian. A Comedian, we find, is the designation that most makes sense for you, but so then why are you so serious and why do you not laugh?

A: In a fowl mood. Even when my mood is good it is often not comedic or hostile to comedy.

What was the House of William The Conqueror? (House of Normandy.) Who was Margaret Power? (Potentially interesting personal history there but offhand I don’t really know who she is.) If only I would get up before 5 each day… Additionally I need to clear off this desk: what do I have here (draft of a letter) what do I have here (empty compact disc case, Woodie Guthrie, a “jewel case’ I’m told they’re called; Polybius in translation beside a Greek Lexicon; a broken audio speaker, paycheck stubs, commercial correspondence, holiday cards, to-do lists, only one of which is applicable to today, some of which look like they could be applicable to today but are from months ago; and the like.) But if I reliably got up at 5am, for example, I would assuredly read selections from Walt Whitman in Camden. “Key to a good day is getting up before the internet.”

Looked up urheimatacicularmartingale, (“so I had heard that correctly and it is a word.”) How could Jesus have known so much without having studied, it’s asked in The Book of John. It’s because it wasn’t for his own glory, or on the basis of his own authority he knew. Trying to channel Pindar and winding up sounding like I don’t want to say what (which is what happens when you try to channel Pindar.) A piece of pragmatic writing advice: try putting your last idea first.

Theme of the day across the internet had been: “I look at my stats and ask myself why I do this.”

Blogger I’d known for years put up a personal statement on his blog, quite a departure from his usual. He had taken it down by the next day but it had given me some insight into him.

Looked up ‘bezel’ (bezel of a ring), looked up hudabrastic (refers to English mock heroic verse) looked up louable (French for laudable).

Looked up failson (blushing to discover there is such a word, c’est moi.)

Sought out passage in de Tocqueville (I was pretty sure he had said there was no place with less freedom of speech than the United States — had he actually?)

Sought out passage in Gospel of Mathew (I was fairly sure Jesus had taken quite a hardline against divorce — had he though?)

If pride is a joy that comes from thinking more highly of oneself than is just, according to Spinoza, then shame must be thinking more lowly of oneself than is just? (Did he make a comment about shame?)

Wrote and published post on blog that The Party of Disappointed People, in the novel The Tunnel, had anticipated The Tea Party, and the novel JR had anticipated Trump, the idea being that literature may have a role to play in political science.

My status as a failed writer being central to my identity as a worker or “attendant” like Faulkner’s failure as a poet was central to his identity as a writer, was thought; (but was that really central to his identity as a writer?) — Yes, it was because the one foot of the compass was planted firmly in “writing” that the other could trace out its twenty year circle — and could not trace out much else.

Idea that having established I could not write, I would invent a fictional character, Michael, who could write, and I would carefully transcribe his writing and maybe let it stand for my own.

(When you tried to look at his writing, however, it was like the hazy writing of a dream and you couldn’t decide if there was actual writing there or if it was only a sort of actor’s prop…. And yet you could somewhat see “Michael” himself, who looked a little like you. Which is itself an important revelation about writing: seeing how autobiographical the work of O’Connor and Kafka turn out to be, for example.)

Idea: what if all of history had been written by the same person. (Idea that in the future, technology will be that same person, that one voice, though there will be different technologies.)

That we have already been heading in that direction: the technological in us being given more and more expression or “voice.”

Idea that there can be something old-feeling and old-fashioned about ancient history that goes beyond the subject matter, as if only old people wrote ancient history (which is not a criticism but a characterization of “voice.”)

Idea that this is the way Cheever sometimes seems to write a short story: he has a character in view, he writes two or three adventures or situations with that character, then at a certain point he asks himself what the common thread of these situations has been, and that’s his conclusion, that’s the short story.

Idea of reimagining of practice of Kintsugi as “showing one’s code”? (All our thoughts on blogs show nothing of the code that’s behind their ordering and transmission. These lines of code are like the cracks in the pottery that Kintsugi may beautifully highlight.)

Racism/ tribalism kind of the worrisome reciprocal of natural family affection…? both tribalism…? to be without “racism” altogether implying the absence of sympathy towards “one’s own”…?

(… could it be that the extreme polar opposite of racism is alienation? or was racism a sort of artificial tribalism like football team fandom and actually a cause of alienation?)

The idea that our memory fails us as we grow older because we can’t hear it above our self-applause…? that this is also why we grow deaf…?

The argument that knowledge is not really knowledge until it has gone through the filter of the middle class…? until it is taught to children in public school…?

That knowledge may be used (burning of fossil fuels for energy) but ultimately is not useful (will have unintended consequences a la climate change) unless it is “educatable” — unless it is broadly understood?

That this might also go for a concept like Evolution…?

(Implying… discovery of truth is only the beginning of having knowledge, which involves further an intergenerational process of absorbing it….?)

Idea that Homer must have been a Trojan…? That literature is the bequest of the defeated and humbled?

Preferring sickness over health not per se but because there is another sickness which sickness undermines, but which health supports…?

Techniques for answering the question, what is happening when nothing is happening?

May 9, 2023

Passive Subject (Schopenhauer, Proust.) To make of oneself a mirror and empty vessel filled only with the thing observed.

Inframince/ Duchamp. If it seems boring to you, you are not considering slivers of time or space that are small enough, the bullet between gun and target.

Epiphany/ Joyce. Ordinariness, according to him, could in moments erupt into significance that needed careful transcription. But perhaps any given arrangement of matter, stripped of the attribute of Time, any given moment, would be found to hold such significance.

Situations/ detournment. To play pranks on civilization so as to find the buried spirit beneath. (Corollary. The great soft underbelly of civilization seems to be the media. If the media were like a Fellini film, it would be “the hard underbelly” of civilization.)

Conservative or punk rock approach. Accept the obvious. If an activity is dull, don’t perform it. If a place is dull, leave it. If you can not, for any reason, do these things, you yourself are dull and to be left.