J’ouvris largement la bouche, et mes poumons se saturèrent de fraîches molécules.

John 1, 47-51.

ειδεν ο Ιησους τον Ναθαναηλ ερχομενον προς αυτον και λεγει περι αυτου, Ιδε αληθως Ισραηλιτης εν ω δολος ουκ εστιν. λεγει αυτω Ναθαναηλ, Ποθεν με γινωσκεις; απεκριθη Ιησους και ειπεν αυτω, Προ του σε Φιλιππον φωνησαι οντα υπο την συκηην ειδον σε. απεκριθη αυτω Ναθαναηλ. Ραββι, συ ει ο υιος του θεου, συ βασιλευς ει του Ισραηλ. απεκριθη Ιησους και ειπεν αυτω, Οτι ειπον σοι οτι ειδον σε υποκατω της συκης πιστευεις; μειζω τουτων οψη.

Jesus saw Nathan came toward him and said of him, Behold, truly an Israelite in whom there is no deceit. Nathan said to him, How do you know me? Jesus answered and said to him, [I saw you earlier when Phillip addressed you under the fig tree.] Nathan answered him, Rabbi, you are the son of god, you are the king of Israel. Jesus answered and said to him, because I told you I saw you under the fig tree you believe? You will see things greater than this.

idea to use deep sea aquatic life as the inspiration for my “shapes”

… τὴν μὲν γὰρ πόλιν πεποίηκεν ἀχρήματον, τοὺς δ᾽ ἰδιώτας φιλοχρημάτους. “for he has made his city poor and his citizens greedy.” (Aristot. Pol. 2.1271b)

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Reading this passage from L’Education Sentimentale I started thinking of Dylan and of particularly Desolation Row:

Perched on the piano stool, the only place where her wings allowed her to sit, the Angel was placidly munching away without a pause.// ‘What an appetite!’ the choirboy said wonderingly ‘What an appetite!’ // The Spinx was drinking brandy, shouting at the top of her voice and flinging herself about like a madwoman

The Sphinx was drinking brandy shouting at the top of her voice, I could particularly see as a line in that song.

All these people that you mention, yes, I know them, they’re quite lame / I had to rearrange their faces and give them all another name

I think Desolation Row is about — the singer responding to a letter he has received asking about the condition of mutual acquaintances.

the resistance to remembering one’s day –one is too tired to remember one’s day — or is that tiredness a built up resistance to remembering — is that tiredness the built up failure to have ever perceived or experienced that day to begin with–? a built up resistance to experiencing? the residue of un-experienced time? Because you blenched in the face of, and were afraid to, experience, you now feel too tired and you don’t quite recall (It’s annoying, it’s unnecessary, what happened at school, nothing happened at school) You don’t remember because you regret in short. (To be asked, would we have remembered everything if we hadn’t regretted most of it?)

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If (1) the “modern period” could be said to extend from the beginning of the agricultural revolution (10, 15 thousand years ago?) to now ; and if (2) we may say that this same period has been notable for its lack of change (not for its lack of progress merely but even of change), that really nothing at all of the slightest note has occurred during this time relative to the periods that precede and will follow it; then (a) what must “change” really be, and (b) what sort of change might we eventually expect? [Issues surrounding a history which is not mere science yet doesn’t include human history in it.]

A meteorological journal of the mind.. thoreau, isola

Vendredi 25 janvier. — Je pensais que les artistes qui ont un style assez vigoureux sont dispensés de l’exécution exacte, témoin Michel-Ange. Arrivé à ce point, ce qu’ils perdent en vérité littérale, ils le regagnent bien en indépendance et en fierté. (x)

Old Stone House……ASHLEY A. HUTSON…white noise article… Fualkner Hemmingway letter…”15 yrs of terror / / / “Luís de Camões

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“I’m a doctor not a magician” (Kennel Murder Case) precursor for “I’m a doctor not a brick layer” (Star Trek)?

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“I’ve spent my whole adult life in rarefied academic circles, where everyone has a good income and excellent working conditions. Yet I know many people in that world who are seething with resentment because they aren’t at Harvard or Yale, or who actually are at Harvard or Yale but are seething all the same because they haven’t received a Nobel Prize…. And this sort of high-end resentment, the anger of highly privileged people who nonetheless feel that they aren’t privileged enough or that their privileges might be eroded by social change, suffuses the modern conservative movement.” [Krugman 10.01.18]

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My indian-like-dish recipe: safeway select fire roasted salsa (to taste), Organics brand frozen kale (small bag), garbanzo beans (1 can), cubed tofu (maybe half a container), fresh vidalia onion (half), green pepper (half).

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